I miss being personal and truly authentic in the blogging world. I keep creating blogs and deleting it, feeling never happy or proud of what I shared or published.
The pressure of having an online presence and making sure it looks beautiful to warrant a click, a comment, or a follow is getting to be a cliche yet is made to be the norm. That, your social existence is determined or ranked by mere numbers to be called an "influencer". That, if you are not, what then is the point, just floating around social media limbo? That, this post is not really about social media rant.
Hashtag blues, because I am feeling the blues. I can't stop it from creeping in and crippling me. I know what I need to do in order to move past it but it calls me like a comforting blanket. There are just too many post with me captioning it as "stuck in a rut" when really there is a term for it. Dare I say it? Or, is it just in me being paranoid over nothing?